I'm tired

Just so tired of seeing the same email

Even more dreaded that it came from a company that I recommended to apply to from the very first article. the universe loves finding humor in irony 

I can't lie, today was much more draining. I thought I got used to being rejected, in fact I hate to say but being rejected no longer affected me. I got used to it so I always have low expectations 

even then, I guess its because this marks about 2 months of my internship search. I tried, really tried as hard as I can. I change my resume and cover letter to fit every job and try to get connections to the places I applied to 

LinkedIn doesn't help when it keeps showing me so many achieving success and I just start to compare. its hard not to when its constantly being on your face

so after coming home from shopping, I took some time and figure I can use this time to watch videos. I then got recommended a video by Moondoggie titled "For those held by self doubt". I remember watching him 4 years ago and his video made me remember all the reasons why I'm working so hard 

it brought me back, and as if youtube wanted me to listen to one more message, the next video was "do what you can't" by Casey Neistat who is my idol and just as before. it got me up

I'm working hard so that I can retire my family, give them a life they deserve, full of laughter and love. I end up being grateful to be in the position I'm in. thankful I can even get rejected in the first place, just because I'm told that i can't doesn't mean its over

so if you're feeling down like i was, its not too late. there's another chance so please keep going 

you’re not cooked, i’m so sick of people saying its too late and nothing will matter. Please, just please keep your head high and all your work will be worth it

That's it for this week

I read every email or connect with me on Linkedin

Bryan :)

Till next time,